andi (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} dizzy_andi) wrote,@ 2006-01-31 12:09:00 |
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revelations and realizations..
ok. so i must admit, i have been out of the circulation for quite sometime now. i miss old friends, i miss hanging out with them: food trips and lots and lots of sharing.
where was i all these time? i think i was just right here. for a while i thought it would be best that i be still. have time for myself; explore things i never could do (but have always done anyways, lol), make new friends and, segregate the old ones. there are certainly those people who left me without notice. there are some who i wish would. there are some who i just can't avoid but hey, i still don't talk to them either. i sometimes wish i could erase the past: forget those who have hurt me, forget those who i hate, start all over again from day one.
but no. life is not that easy. if it was, everybody would be their own gods. freaky.
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I MISS FRIDAY NIGHTS!!
i miss having people around, gathered inside the chapel with the oddly yellowish lights and not to forget the background music.. you enter the chapel and you're supposed to get sleepy, but then people start coming in. one by one you start to greet them, ask how their day was. have a few laughs for a while, then someone stands in the middle and people quiet down. we're about to start...
*sigh* i wish i was back at dlsu.
ok. so i must admit, i have been out of the circulation for quite sometime now. i miss old friends, i miss hanging out with them: food trips and lots and lots of sharing.
where was i all these time? i think i was just right here. for a while i thought it would be best that i be still. have time for myself; explore things i never could do (but have always done anyways, lol), make new friends and, segregate the old ones. there are certainly those people who left me without notice. there are some who i wish would. there are some who i just can't avoid but hey, i still don't talk to them either. i sometimes wish i could erase the past: forget those who have hurt me, forget those who i hate, start all over again from day one.
but no. life is not that easy. if it was, everybody would be their own gods. freaky.
==
I MISS FRIDAY NIGHTS!!
i miss having people around, gathered inside the chapel with the oddly yellowish lights and not to forget the background music.. you enter the chapel and you're supposed to get sleepy, but then people start coming in. one by one you start to greet them, ask how their day was. have a few laughs for a while, then someone stands in the middle and people quiet down. we're about to start...
*sigh* i wish i was back at dlsu.
