pfft..

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

i cried for three hours just for you. i hated you so much that i had to forget having puffy eyes in the morning, and just cried till i fell asleep.

i know you hate it when i say that it's my fault these all happened. it really is. i just don't know where to place myself i guess. we both wanted it, but i couldn't act upon it. scared that people might notice. if we were on a different situation i would have been proud to do it. but we're not, and i just don't know how i can be when you're around.

i want you.

how many times do you have to hear that? i know, me wanting you wouldn't make things easier for us. and saying it wouldn't really make things happen not unless we make it happen.

but you asking me to forget about everything is unfair. we both know we couldn't. and then we start hating each other more. is this the best we can do, just to forget about each other, and everything between us? NOT THE BEST SOLUTION coming from you. and i am not accepting it.

i still want you. and i don't want to get over the feeling of wanting you.